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Magan: The Lucy Variations by Sara Zarr

Book Cover for The Lucy Variations by Sara ZarrThe Lucy Variations by Sara Zarr (website | twitter)
Publication Date: May 7, 2013
Publisher: Little, Brown
Pages: 320
Target audience: Young Adult
Keywords: teen proteges, young pianists, parental pressure, older crushes
Format read: ARC provided by Publisher. (Thanks!)

Summary: After completely abandoning piano and not playing for eight months, Lucy begins pondering if she wants to play again and how her family would accept her decision (especially since she doesn’t want to be pushed into the professional circuit again.) It doesn’t hurt that her little brother’s new piano teacher is encouraging her to play.

Eight months ago, Lucy walked away from her future career as a concert pianist.

She hasn’t touched a piano since the day she walked off the stage in Prague. Her decision has caused tons of family strife; there’s so much tension between she and her grandfather now and all the focus has been placed on her 10-year-old brother, Gus, and his future career. Her parents refuse to acknowledge too much pressure was put on Lucy and her successes. Lucy fears that Gus will soon hate playing, too, because of all the rigorous training and must-win attitude he must face adapt.

After the sudden death of Gus’ old piano teacher, young, unconventional Will replaces her. In addition to making waves by changing Gus’s training schedule, Will also begins to question Lucy about her leave from playing. Does she still want to play? Does she ever play for fun?

Eventually Lucy begins to form answers to those questions. She’s not sure how to deal with the answers (or how her family would respond to what she wants to do).

Long gone are the days of Lucy’s private tutors and jet setting around the world to perform; she’s back to a “normal” schedule at San Francisco’s second best private school. Her best friends, Carson and Reyna, listen to their fair share of Lucy’s dramatic family stories, while encouraging her to stay out of trouble. You see, Lucy was forced to mature so quickly that she tends to gravitate toward crushing on older men. (Reyna’s not so much a fan of this because her parents are in the middle of a gruesome divorce thanks to her dad’s scandalous affairs with pretty, younger women.)

A lot can happen when you form an unorthodox relationship with your little brother’s piano teacher.

As you guys probably are aware by now, Sara Zarr is one of my favorite authors in the whole wide world. The Lucy Variations is another strong representation of her amazing talent. There were rich family dynamics — a grandfather who is extremely wealthy but continues to live in the family mansion with Lucy’s family, parents that orbit around their children’s careers and fear speaking against Grandpa’s demands, an adorable, loveable younger brother that you will want to pull into a big bear hug, and Martin, their amazing chef/butler that has seen Lucy grow up and always offers insightful advice.

And then there’s what I felt was most interesting, especially as I think about what kind of parent I want to be: the immense pressure this family put on their children to excel and have the rest of their lives perfectly planned out. I know a lot of parents who push their kids into just about every sport or have them practicing with coaches one-on-one so their kids can be The Best. Realistically, the chance to have an athletic professional career (or a musical one) is microscopic. Lucy’s childhood was completely stripped away from her.

This led to her making some questionable decisions and crushing on some guys that really left me feeling a bit squirmy at times. (Though, yes, I definitely remember thinking about what would happen if I ever met Justin Timberlake and how our age difference wouldn’t matter. Cause, um, you know — that would be the only questionable difference between us, right?) Lucy’s very real but very flawed — she loves her younger brother and wants to protect him, but does some pretty selfish things that are understandable though she has no foresight to see how they’ll (negatively) impact the future.

While How to Save a Life still clings to the gold as my favorite Sara Zarr book, The Lucy Variations comes in a very close second place. Sara’s writing is effortless; I could swim in her words forever and ever. And hopefully you guys will want to, too, if I continue singing her praises.

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May 3, 2013 - 6:01 am

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April 18, 2013 - 12:28 pm

Magan - Lori — YOU HAVE TO READ MORE SARA ZARR!

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April 12, 2013 - 6:38 am

Lori (@Loriimagination) - The only Zarr book I’ve read is How to Save a Life and I really need to fix that. This one sounds so, so great.

April 10, 2013 - 9:18 pm

VeganYANerds - I am so glad you loved this as I’ve read a few reviews that mention it not being Sara’s usual brilliance. Lucy’s life sounds complicated and I feel sorry for her lack of a normal childhood.

I’ve been saving How To Save A Life, but I think I should read it asap!

April 10, 2013 - 4:56 pm

Alexa Y. - I very much want to read this book, because I feel like I could find it easy to relate to on so many levels. I haven’t read any Sara Zarr yet, but I will remedy that, I promise!

April 10, 2013 - 4:26 pm

shoesforall - Your review has made me even more excited to read this book. I can’t wait for May!

April 10, 2013 - 3:12 pm

Cynthia - Yes, yes I want to swim in Sara Zarr’s word again!! Will definitely get this one, I love her writing and it sounds like a great story.

April 10, 2013 - 2:40 pm

Andrea @Cozy Up With A Good Read - I don’t read many contemporary YA novels and I wasn’t absolutely certain about this one, but it sounds amazing. I love that the family is such a large part of the book and I’m interested in everything that Lucy learns about herself throughout the book. It sounds like Sara Zarr has a way with words and I will definitely check out this book (and HOW TO SAVE A LIFE). Thanks for the beautiful review!

April 10, 2013 - 11:39 am

Rachel - I tend to avoid books that involve piano because I played it for many years when I was younger and prefer not to remember that period of my life, but I can totally relate to Lucy so I might actually read this one. I didn’t really like How to Save a Life (I think it was me and not the book), but I’m willing to give Zarr another chance because I know a lot of people love her books.

April 10, 2013 - 9:14 am

Bookworm1858 - I used to study piano (but with zero intention of ever doing anything professionally) so I always like books with music in them and this sounds really cool and dramatic. I liked Once Was Lost a lot so I hope to like this one as well.

April 10, 2013 - 9:13 am

Rachel @ hello, chelly. - I really want to read this one! I can already tell that I’ll be able to relate.. my parents put a lot of pressure on me to play the piano while I was growing up. Basically forced me to take lessons until I was about 16. Funny thing is, I only started to love it AFTER I was finally able to quit haha. So I’m definitely interested to hear Lucy’s side of things. Anyway, awesome review :)

April 10, 2013 - 8:13 am

Anna - GAHHH! I have a galley of this one, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t get it to load on my Kindle! Can’t wait to read it.

April 10, 2013 - 4:55 am

Maria - I can’t wait to read this book! (I have too of course. A whole month?! Gah!!!) But I still have Once was lost/What we lost left, which is good because I don’t want to be out of Sara Zarr books to read. Her writing is beautiful.

Magan: Top Ten Tuesday — Books I Read Pre-Blogging

So I kind of cheated for today’s Top Ten Tuesday. I only chose nine books. This is so incredibly OCD of me, but when I was doing the layout, I did a grid that only had room for 9 books. I’m a bit neurotic and couldn’t force myself to squeeze in a tenth book. Oops?

This week’s topic for Top Ten Tuesday (hosted by The Broke and The Bookish) is Top Ten Favorite Books I Read Pre-Blogging.

the glass castle, the mysterious benedict society, something borrowed, north of beautiful, the piper

  1. The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls — *gasp* I KNOW! You guys don’t see me read a lot of adult fiction (much less memoirs), but ohmygosh this book is so flipping fantastic. I had a very deep emotional connection to this one.
  2. The Mysterious Benedict Society by Trenton Lee Stewart — I also don’t read TONS of middle grade books, but this serious is so fantastic. It’s about kid geniuses who need good homes and they’re always trying to solve a mystery.
  3. Something Borrowed by Emily Giffin — By now I’m sure we’ve all seen the movie, but I was a major chick lit girl back in the day.
  4. North of Beautiful by Justina Chen Headley — This was shortly before I became a blogger (but still a rec from Estelle) and … wow. Gorgeous writing. Lovely story.
  5. The Piper’s Son by Melina Marchetta — All hail Melina Marchetta. By far my favorite of her books. Love, love, love.
  6. Hourglass by Myra McEntire — Time travel? What? In addition to that and the steamy tension between the characters, this is a total win.
  7. Perfect Fifths (Jessica Darling #5) by Megan McCafferty — Yes, I chose the FIFTH book and not the first. It’s my favorite. What’s yours?
  8. Love Story by Jennifer Echols — I’m kind of in the minority, I think, for loving this book the way I do. There’s not a perfect ending, but boy do I like the open-endedness.
  9. Staying at Daisy’s by Jill Mansell — And one more chick lit book for you guys. Jill is hilarious. Her characters are always in some undeniably terrible point in their lives. I need to read another of her books ASAP.

(Okay, so what would my tenth pick really be? The entire Harry Potter series. Ooops — I just cheated again. That makes 16 books.;))

Don’t forget to check out the fabulous list over at The Broke and the Bookish!

What were your favorite books pre-blogging?

April 16, 2013 - 2:43 am

Lucy - Nice topic and layout :) I’m also a fan of Love Story so I’m glad to see it on your list. And I’ve been meaning to read The Piper’s Son forever!

April 10, 2013 - 9:20 pm

VeganYANerds - I’ve had The Glass Castle on my to-read list for over a year now, I am going to make more of an effort to read it now!

April 10, 2013 - 4:57 pm

Alexa Y. - Harry Potter always gets a spot when it comes to lists like this. Such a fantastic series!

But I was a big Something Borrowed/Something Blue fan as well. Chick lit was one of the genres I read to relax prior to blogging, though it’s fallen by the wayside a bit. I may need to remedy that.

April 10, 2013 - 3:15 pm

Cynthia - YESSSS for Melina Marchetta, Myra McEntire and Jennifer Echols. I love them!! I read the first and second book in the Jessica Darling series but haven’t gotten the others yet because I heard that they weren’t as good. =/

April 10, 2013 - 1:16 pm

Angelica @ Paperback Princess - I love your blog design.

I need to read Piper’s Son by Melina Marchetta, she’s one of my fave Authors.

My Top Ten

Have a great week!

April 9, 2013 - 11:04 pm

Lisa - I have Benedict Society on my shelf. I know. It’s been there for AGES but the fact that it is a rare MG read for you that you adored tells me that I need to keep it around and give it a whirl.

April 9, 2013 - 9:15 pm

Leah @ The Pretty Good Gatsby - I VERY rarely pick up memoirs, but there must be something special about The Glass Castle. To this day I’ll get customers asking for a copy at least a few times a week.

The Mysterious Benedict Society has been on my radar for years now. My youngest sister has a copy of the first novel so it must be good – she’s not much of a reader. It certainly sounds like a series I’d be into.

A few years ago I gave chick-lit a try and it failed miserably. Since then I’ve been hesitant but determined to give it another shot and I’ve come across a few good books. Jill Mansell is a name I’m familiar with, though I have yet to read any of her books. However, if they’re as good as you say, then I really need to track down some of her stuff!

April 9, 2013 - 8:13 pm

elena - I totally get what you mean about the nine pics thing! I hate that it doesn’t go together nicely so I leave one out or I smoosh two together. Also, you make me excited to read The Mysterious Benedict Society! esp since you don’t usually read middle grade and still loved it. :)

April 9, 2013 - 6:49 pm

Natalie @ Natflix&Books - I totally cheated and put both the entire Jessica Darling series and the entire Harry Potter series. Something Borrowed is definitely a favorite, but I reviewed that on my (ahem, 5th or 6th re-read).

April 9, 2013 - 5:31 pm

Annie - I read The Mysterious Benedict Society, and I immediately loved it! I bought the rest of the books too, and that’s the first time I’ve ever bought an entire series! Though the third one wasn’t great, the series overall is one of my favourites! Constance was so awesome!

April 9, 2013 - 4:13 pm

Ginger @ GReads! - The fact that you chose Perfect Fifths as your favorite is why we’re friends… because it’s my favorite, too!

April 9, 2013 - 2:57 pm

Mel@thedailyprophecy - I really want to read Hourglass! I love the covers from this series :)

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April 9, 2013 - 2:54 pm

Becky LeJeune - Oh, I love it! Choosing 9 instead of 10 due to layout is just the kind of thing I would do! Jill Mansel and Myra McEntire are both in my to read pile. The only one on your list that I’ve read so far is SOMETHING BORROWED though. Adding things to the must read list!

April 9, 2013 - 2:24 pm

Hollie @ Music, Books and Tea - I haven’t actually read any of the books in your grid…I need to rectify that very soon! (I have read Harry Potter though…and of course I loved it, haha!) I do have Saving Francesca by Melina Marchetta on my tbr pile, and I’ll probably follow that up with The Piper’s Son. Fantastic list! :)

April 9, 2013 - 2:07 pm

Alice in Readerland - I love The Mysterious Benedict Society, and I really want to read North of Beautiful! :) My TTT list: http://aliceinreaderland.com/2013/04/08/beforeblogging/

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April 9, 2013 - 1:41 pm

Kelley - Gosh, I haven’t read ANY of these! But The Glass Castle is intriguing. I’m a sucker for memoirs, so that one has definitely caught my eye. Great list! Now I have a bunch of new books to explore. :)

April 9, 2013 - 1:35 pm

Candice @ The Grown-Up YA - The ones I’ve read on this list I read AFTER starting my blog, but loved them all the same! And I agree with you about being in the minority on Love Story; I actually really liked this one and the ending!

April 9, 2013 - 12:34 pm

Tara - Oh my gosh, I read The Glass Castle too! What a heartbreaking story but so good at the same time. Speaking of which, I also read the A Child Called It books… talk about brutal :/

April 9, 2013 - 8:03 am

Anna - PERFECT FIFTHS! NORTH OF BEAUTIFUL. I always knew I liked you…

April 9, 2013 - 12:09 am

ashley - Oooh The Mysterious Benedict Society. Excellent choice! I adore that series. As for my favorites pre-blogging, my post should go up sometime soon. I hope!

April 9, 2013 - 12:08 am

Sarah O - I will always love you (and Estelle!) for loving North of Beautiful. I think this needs to become the book I start pushing on everyone from now on! Also I love your layout :)

Estelle: The S-Word by Chelsea Pitcher

The S-Word by Chelsea PitcherThe S-Word by Chelsea Pitcher ( web | tweet )
Publication Date: May 7, 2013
Publisher: Gallery Books
Pages: 304 pages
Target audience: Mature young adult
Keywords: bullying, suicide, friendships
Format read: ARC from NetGalley via Publisher. (Thanks!)

Summary: When Angie’s best friend commits suicide, she launches into a full-on investigation to find out who continues to tarnish Lizzie’s reputation with the proclamation of SLUT written on her locker and her old journal entries showing up all over school. Angie faces tough truths about her friendship (that wasn’t so solid during Lizzie’s last days) and the downward spiral of hatred at her high school.

Whoa. Chelsea Pitcher has painted such a dark and unforgiving portrait of high school that had me thanking my lucky stars I would never have to go back.

Angie is determined to figure out who continues to tarnish the reputation of her ex-best friend Lizzie who just committed suicide because it would take a person with a pretty sick sense of humor to do that, right? The S-Word begins on shaky footing because there is just so much that is unknown, including how Angie really feels about her friend’s death. Her attitude was a little too distanced to me, the setting a little too film noir, and without a firm grasp on my narrator, I found myself sluggishly making my way through the earlier chapters of the book.

When I least expected it though, as Angie continued to dig deeper into the lives of her high school peers, I was truly swept up into the intertwining storylines, childhood tragedies that had yet to heal, and the secrets uncovered that carefully tied the everything (and everyone) together. While I’m not sure all the intersected plotlines were entirely necessary, you could see that Pitcher put a lot of care into crafting her writing, creating such a complex and multi-arced story. She even folds in some of Lizzie’s journal entries; the insight they provided and Lizzie’s voice in general were a highlight for my own reading experience and gave me some time to breathe as the story grew more and more unfortunate and out of control.

The biggest takeaway from The S-Word is how much we just may not know about the people who are the closest to us and how much trust and bravery is required to truly be yourself (especially in such a toxic environment). The experiences we bury away, the secrets we keep may cause a domino effect of events we can’t even begin to fathom.

Despite the book’s summary, I wasn’t expecting something quite so dark and full of tangled, tangled webs. But I do applaud Pitcher’s complex storytelling, as well as her cast of diverse characters (why oh why is this so uncommon), a unique (tension-filled) romance, and ability to embed some serious surprises.

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April 16, 2013 - 6:12 am

Lori - We are like twins when it comes to this book! I really loved the diverse characters and I certainly wasn’t expecting it to be so dark as well. Fabulous review, Estelle!

April 10, 2013 - 9:23 pm

VeganYANerds - I’ve been waiting for your review of this ever since your twitter comments about attempting to review it. It does sound dark, more so than I would have thought, but it really is true that you never truly know anyone, even ppl close to you.

April 9, 2013 - 8:16 pm

elena - Hmm! This one sounds interesting but it doesn’t really sound like a book I would enjoy? I remember already feeling uncomf from the title! I like that you described the setting as “too film noir” though, adding film noir makes me intrigued even though I know that’s not really the book’s purpose. I think?

April 8, 2013 - 7:42 pm

Bookworm1858 - Glad to know that this is so dark and twisted-I’m glad I was warned as I tend to like lighter books but can handle darker stuff when I know in advance.

April 8, 2013 - 5:00 pm

Chelsea Pitcher - Thanks so much for reading and reviewing my book!

April 8, 2013 - 4:58 pm

Kelly - I’ve got this one from NetGalley, and it’s next after my current read. I figured it would be dark, but I’m really glad to hear it’s so twisted! I’ll have to keep in mind that it starts off slow though, and that I will get the answers I want.

April 8, 2013 - 4:15 pm

Rachel - I’ve been putting this one off until I read a review for it and woah. I did not think it was going to be that dark. I mean, I assumed it was going to be a bit of heavier reading, but not quite to this extent. I think the concept sounds really amazing, though. It’s totally something I’d be into.

April 8, 2013 - 3:44 pm

Hollie @ Music, Books and Tea - I’ve been looking forward to reading this one for a while, but I didn’t realise just how dark it would actually be. I’ll definitely only be able to read this one if I’m in the mood to. I’m interested to read all the interwoven plot lines too, especially as they seem to be pulled off really well.

April 8, 2013 - 11:22 am

Andrea @Cozy Up With A Good Read - Wow, this sounds like an intense and emotional read. I’m intrigued at the idea that there are so many interweaving storylines and how it shows that you really don’t know the people you grew up with as well as you think you do.

April 8, 2013 - 10:13 am

Alexa Y. - Whoa. This book sounds incredibly intense and a bit dark. It reminds me of the book “I Swear” by Lane Davis, which has a similar vibe and subject matter. I’m actually afraid/nervous about this one now just because of your review – I get the feeling it’s going to make me sad and very uncomfortable if I read it.

April 8, 2013 - 10:05 am

Tara - I immediately scrolled to the bottom of your review in the hopes that you labeled it “Buy It.” I’ve been looking forward to this one for a while now and while I’ll still give it a go, I’m bummed to hear it didn’t quite work out for you :(

Magan: Shelve It — April 7, 2013

weekly feature to share the books magan and estelle are adding to their bookshelves each weekHey, hey friends! Happy Sunday! Thanks for stopping by for today’s Shelve It! It’s been a while since I’ve splurged on books. Have you seen all the amazing deals for the kindle and nook? Holy moly — so many good books are half off or cheaper right now. Take advantage of this, guys! Estelle and I definitely have.

Since all my books are for my kindle, no vlog for this Shelve It. I’m pretty sure that would be boring with nothing to physically show you. (Right?)

Books Purchased for my Kindle:

kindle book cheap purchases

Just for Now by Abbi Glines — $0.99 — (Goodreads | Amazon)
Being Friends With Boys by Terra Elan McVoy — $2.99 — (Goodreads | Amazon | Estelle’s Review)
Going Bovine by Libba Bray — $3.99 — (Goodreads | Amazon)

(I believe the Amazon sales last through the end of April. The 50% off sale at Barnes and Noble only lasts through this weekend. Please note that I think Amazon has decided to match the prices on the B&N sales.)

Once Was Lost Renamed to What We Lost

I also purchased What We Lost by Sara Zarr. (Goodreads | Amazon) It was originally titled Once Was Lost, but it received a shiny new cover and a new title. What are your thoughts? I love both covers, actually, but do admit the new one is a bit more eye-catching. This is my only Zarr book left to read, guys. Ahhh!

Books Received from Publishers (over the last few weeks):

The Symptoms of My Insanity by Mindy Raf (Goodreads | Amazon) — April 18, 2013
manicpixiedreamgirl by Tom Leveen (Goodreads | Amazon) — April 23, 2013
The Kissing Booth by Beth Reekles (Goodreads | Amazon) — April 25, 2013
The Originals by Cat Patrick (Goodreads | Amazon) — May 7, 2013

thousand words by jennifer brown, you look different in real life by jennifer castle, and dirty little secrety by jennifer echols

Thousand Words by Jennifer Brown (Goodreads | Amazon) — May 21, 2013
You Look Different in Real Life by Jennifer Castle (Goodreads | Amazon) — June 4, 2013
Dirty Little Secret by Jennifer Echols (Goodreads | Amazon) — July 16, 2013

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Blog Happenings:

+ A review of Last Cut by Wren Handman
+ A review + Q&A With Jessica Verdi, Author of My Life After Now
+ A review of Golden by Jessi Kirby
+ A review of Someday, Someday Maybe by Lauren Graham
+ The debut of our new feature, Nailed It, and a GIVEAWAY of one Julep nail polish. (ONE day left to enter!)
+ A review of Heist Society by Ally Carter

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I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend! Thanks for stopping by for Shelve It.
What books did you buy or receive for review this week?

April 10, 2013 - 9:26 pm

VeganYANerds - Ooh, I hope Going Bovine is good, I have liked the last couple of Libba’s books that I’ve read!

And I too like both covers of Once Was Lost, I own the original – I hope you like it :D

April 10, 2013 - 6:02 pm

Paige - I read Being Friends With Boys not long ago and I enjoyed it a lot, I know she has another book out I’m hoping to read that soon :) I hope you enjoy everything you got this week.

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April 8, 2013 - 6:09 pm

Leah @ The Pretty Good Gatsby - You know what, I actually really like the redesign! I’m usually pretty indifferent toward them (at best), but this one is simply lovely. I think it’s the font that does it for me.

HA! Thank you for reminding me that I really need to write my review for You Look Different.. I read it last month and while it definitely wasn’t bad, it was pretty bland and not very memorable. It made for an enjoyable afternoon read though. Hopefully you’ll like it a bit more than I did!

While I absolutely adore my local library, I’m WEEPING over their complete lack of Jennifer Echols! NOT A SINGLE BOOK. I’ve only heard the highest of praises in regards to her book and now it’s looking as though I’m going to have to dive in & buy them. I need to find out what I’m missing!

April 8, 2013 - 10:51 am

Dana - Awesome haul. I won’t be buying anything for a while because my review backlog is insane but I’ll be adding to my Goodreads TBR list for sure! Hope you enjoy all your books!

April 8, 2013 - 8:50 am

Ginger @ GReads! - I’ve tried to read Abbi Glines and just couldn’t do it. I’ll be curious if you feel the same or end up liking her stuff. Yay Sara Zarr! I know how much you love her :)

April 8, 2013 - 1:37 am

Alexa Y. - I stopped myself after I bought three books off the Amazon sale (although I’m fairly certain I’m buying more soon). I got Being Friends with Boys as well, yay!

April 7, 2013 - 10:38 pm

Bookworm1858 - Awesome haul-I am looking forward to reading most of these too especially You Look Different in Real Life. Not sure about the redesign for Once Was Lost as I really liked the original.

April 7, 2013 - 9:43 pm

Amanda @ MarvelousCatoReviews - I actually bought Going Bovine recently, as well! I have been dying to read it, so I’m excited to finally have it in my collection.

April 7, 2013 - 4:30 pm

Laura @ the Booksmartie - Oh, I love all These contemporaries here – haven’t read one in a while :) Also, I like both covers for Sarah Zarr’s books, but I prefer the orig!inal title…it was more Special, I think

April 7, 2013 - 1:21 pm

Melissa @ Writer Grrl Reads - Awwww, but it’s always lovely to see your pretty face in your vlog, books or no books :)

Estelle: Last Cut by Wren Handman

Last Cut by Wren HandmanLast Cut by Wren Handman
Publication Date: Republished April 1, 2013
Publisher: James Lorimer
Pages: 143
Targeted audience: Young adult
Keywords: high school, acting, secrets
Format read: ARC from NetGalley via Publisher.

Summary: Desperate to have a legitimate acting job to put on her resume, Caitlin lies about her age in order to obtain a role — creating a domino effect of made up stories to keep the charade going.

If you’ve been reading here for awhile, you may have noticed I’m not exactly the type of reader to miss out on a title just because the author or the publishing company isn’t familiar to me.

Even the three reviews of Goodreads (poor ones) did not dissuade me from reading Last Cut. I thought it might be Don’t Tell Mom the Baby-sitter’s Dead-esque — a schemer who might mean well but you know her actions will only blow up in her face. Or to take it down a notch, The Lizzie McGuire Movie, where a character has to keep up with a double life of sorts.

Well.

Last Cut was neither of those. I’m sorry to say. The writing wasn’t terrible; I actually liked the dialogue (the author is a playwright so that may have helped) and even though the premise didn’t grow to be as meaty as it could have been, I thought the story was entertaining enough.

Girl lies, cuts herself off from friends and family, faces unknown challenges in a job she always wanted, and BOOM because of one split second decision everything goes nuts.

Totally reasonable right? Until the ending that kept me whispering obscenities into the night as my husband was sleeping and my cat was laying on my legs. I’ve reached the end of books before where I wanted more for one reason or another. Sometimes it’s because I’m selfish and don’t want to say goodbye. Other times, it’s because there is one plotline that doesn’t seem to have reached any kind of conclusion.

Friends, I was livid and flabbergasted by how the ending cut off, and how I was frantically clicking the button on my Nook for pages that I knew were not there. Funnily enough, the publisher boasts their collection of “books for reluctant readers.” If this is what reluctant readers are picking up, I’m not feeling too confident about their growing love of books.

This easily could have been a fast-paced, fun read with lessons thrown in there. A girl discovers her strength! The self-awareness we sometimes lack and how it affects our relationships with friends and family. A ridiculous slasher flick in the background.

With some tweaking and some sort of understood obligation to give readers a book these deserve to spend their time reading, I probably would have liked this. Instead, I felt the author showed little respect for this main character and the reader. We both deserved more.

This leads me to the question: for you as a reader and/or a reviewer, do you shy away from lesser known books published by lesser known publishers for the chance of a blunder like this one?

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April 7, 2013 - 2:17 am

Alexa Y. - I’m sorry that this didn’t turn out as well as you would’ve liked! I do dislike it when an ending doesn’t feel like it’s enough for me or when something feels unfinished in a book (unless it’s something minor). This book sounds like it could have been good… if it had a better resolution.

I will honestly admit I usually don’t read books from publishers I don’t recognize unless the story really, really tempts me. It’s hard for me to discern whether I’ll appreciate the editing or style of the story, so I tend to stay away. It’s kind of an awful thing though, since I know there might be gems out there somewhere!

April 6, 2013 - 7:12 pm

Estelle - A, I didn’t even get to think about the cover much. It doesn’t make that much sense really? Although the girl looks like Idina Menzel. (She’s a Broadway actress and was on Glee too.) You make some really good points… big pubs do have a lot of books and most of them ARE good. I feel like I’m always on search for that diamond in the rough though. This, unfortunately, was not it. I do think though if the author went in and worked on it… it could be a good story! It just felt very unfinished for me, and definitely not worth 10 dollars. Thanks for stopping in and commenting today!

April 6, 2013 - 7:10 pm

Estelle - M, this made me LOL. I like to pick up self-pubbed books every now + then!! And yes to your comment on the ending. YES YES YES.

April 6, 2013 - 5:52 pm

VeganYANerds - I did a double take when I arrived here and saw the cover because it looks like a self-pub’d book or a lesser known book (I’d certainly never heard of it) and I was surprised to see it here.

It is hard knowing when to say yes to a request for a book like this, especially when there aren’t many reviews to go on, especially if the reviews are not by people you know.

Sounds like the ending could have used a bit more planning?

April 6, 2013 - 3:24 pm

Aneeqah @ My Not So Real Life - Estelle, this book sounds like a mess (just like the cover, if we’re being honest here!). It seems like there was definitely potential for this, although I’m sorry it basically failed miserably. =( That ending also sounds pretty terrible.

And to answer your question, again, if I’m being honest, I’d have to say yes. In my humble opinion, there’s already tons and tons of books published by major publishers that I don’t have the time to read, so I’d rather focus on those, since most of the time, they’re good. If a smaller pubbed book is getting some attention, then I may pick it up, but otherwise, I like to stick to bigger publishers. That’s just how I like to think of it.

Thanks for the honest review, Estelle! <3

-Aneeqah @ My Not So Real Life